over the past few weeks i have been struggling because i have had a problem with being single. i keep thinking of the great times that i had with my ex-boyfriend and that is not what i want. i want to have a boyfriend that is loyal and that i can trust. the problem with this problem is that i have not learned quite to let it all go and let God deal with the troubles because i know that he has a plan for my life (with or without a boy).
here's my good news:
today i had seen that this boy that i have always had a crush on from my school has been kinda down. for once i wasn't creeping on him or facebook stalking him but his statuses show up on my facebook home page. they have been depressing so i thought i would reach out and comfort him in any way that i could. so i message him and tell him that i hope that his summer is going better. see the thing about this boy is that i've only talked to him like once..and i've always been scared to talk to him. so i wasn't expecting any kind of answer. (i even said that in the message.) so when i got a response i was estatic. he said that he was very grateful for my message and it meant a lot to him. after that i said that i was always there for him and that i'm sorry that my assumptions were correct. then here's the big kicker. i told him that i would pray for him and that i hope his summer gets better. he said thank you and said it meant a lot to him.
here's the deal, i've never taken this guy to be very "spiritual" and in high school or even last week i was scared to tell people i was praying for them because i was afraid that wasn't the "cool" thing to do. that is shameful and i pray God's forgiveness for all those years. God has blessed me with the life that i have through his grace and love and i plan to spread that onto whoever i can.
the moral of the story is this, be a blessing unto others so that you to may be blessed. we must continue to reach out and not be afraid to spread the good news. :)
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