a change in heart

today i had a reality check
i was not able to get to church
so i listened to a past sermon from home
and it hit home and made me realize
that i need to suck it up and
get over myself
it talked about
the 3 key steps to change
1. desire
2. knowledge
3. power
all these sound simple
but in the end,
they might be the hardest
steps i might take in my whole life
i have to suck it up
desire to change
know what needs to happen
take the necessary steps
and use self-control
to make all these things happen
then today some family stopped by
and i was frustrated with them
but while they were here
i realized that they mean well
the reason i was all pissed
was because i couldn't get over myself
i was being selfish
things need to change
today in Colossians 3
i read about how i should live my life
without the 7 deadly sins
and more with love, humility, caring spirit
today i take the vow
i will do this with my life
i desire it!!
i just need to know what i need to do
and do it.
the Lord will help
yes he sure will
pray for everyone
as they go through finals
and it's getting slick up here
so pray for those traveling!!