my best friend is in a relationship
see this best friend is different
from any other best friend
he is closer than a best friend
he calls me his little sister
you see we have this pact
if neither of us are married by 25
we are going to get married
our parents are friends
we don't have to worry about
meeting the parents
i have dinner at his house sometimes
and my parents love him
it is perfect
here's the problem
he is at UNI
i am in michigan
we are miles and miles apart
and now he's in a relationship
i talked to him tonight
he said he's really happy
i WANT to be happy for him
but it's hard when
the jealous monkey is all over me
i hate it
sometimes
i secretly wish we could fast forward
to 4 years from now
i am just so comfortable with him
i can be me and not be judged
his family is like my family
it's amazing
i just hope it will never change
when he gets a wife
i pray for him and he is happy
sometimes i just wish
he was happy with me : )
here is what's on my mind
he's great and the Lord has a plan
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