i do these things

I close my eyes
All I see is your face
We’ve said our good bye’s
The very worst case

I shut my mouth
With you on my mind
From you I am south
All I can do is be kind

I hold my tongue
From telling others how I feel
The lonely I’m among
So what’s my deal?

I kiss your picture
Wishing it was you
My feelings are a huge mixture
Of what to do

I lie to others
Telling them I’m fine
But when it bothers
All I want is for you to be mine

I cry myself to sleep every night
Thinking of you with other girls
Wondering if it’s right
To hang on to you like pearls

I pray for you every night
That you’re happy as can be
Even though it will always bite
It’s about you not me

I cover my heart
Hoping it doesn’t get hurt
I keep myself apart
From all the dirt

I hear you’re upset
My troubles fade away
I fell for you the moment we met
All I want is for you to be ok

I wish for more time
To figure things out
How to make you mine
So I don’t have any doubt

I yearn for your voice
The one that comforts me
No other boys
Are "the one" to me…