this is the end

you said you wanted to talk
i believed every sweet thing
then things changed swiftly
i felt like such a ding-a-ling

i wanted o so much
to trust you this time around
clearly you've showed me
which road you are bound

i've loved you every day
always thinking about you
but now i'm beginning to doubt
wondering if you do too

is it worth the wait
should i throw away
the laughs we made
or wait for the day

i can't do this anymore
i'm too tired of it all
wishing that you'd change
but all i do every night is bawl

i'm sorry for being a bitch
but my heart's broken enough
that i have to move on
and try to be tough

i cry these tears
for the loss i've made
these memories we have
will never ever fade

i'm sorry benjamin
good bye to you
now you know
this is what i have to do

you'll be ok without me
but this is the end for me
what's next is up to you
the only one who knows is He

i wish for you
a bountiful and happy life
filled with soccer and work
and a beautiful wife