Sunday, November 21, 2010

a colorful update

there's a lot going on lately
i kind of made the decision
that i'm going to play volleyball
for my college next year
hopefully go to open gym this spring
to make sure that i do
but i hope to get back out there
i am on an im's team now
and every time we play
i just come back wanting
to play for the rest of my life
i miss it so much.
another thing on my mind
is...surprise surpsise!!!
boys.
i had coffee with my friend yesterday
and it was sooo fun
we talked about guys
and i guess it was kinda nice
to have someone to bring it up
with and talk about it with
this time 2 years ago
i was just getting back together with
my ex boyfriend
so i'm starting to miss him kinda
not that i want him
but more that i want closure
i just really want to text
him and say hey
but i don't know
if i want him to have my number
and i can't really remember his
which is probably better
i don't know why
but i always seem to be super
lonely during this time of the year
mostly because
i want to have someone to bring
to family gatherings
it is rediculous
but i think it comes with
the atmosphere
enough complaining
now onto life
i've been looking
for a job and hopefully
have found the job for me
please pray that things
go well and i get the job
i'm praying hard over here
thanks guys!!!

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