a turn of events

satuday night i hung out with one of the boys
he remembered me
but was confronted on something else he did
that made me nervous
i think the Lord has closed that door.
i haven't talked tot he other boy here at school
in about a week
the Lord has also brought in
a past interest
he's from camp and super sweet.
i hadn't talked to him in a long time
and then just tonight he texted me
reminding me of how sweet
caring
and loving he is
i thought he was out of my life
but things have changed i guess
i'm just trying to live the single life
and dwell in every day the Lord
blesses me with
for i am thankful for each one
it's hard not to commit so easily
and let my mind be confused
it's just really hard.
but i'm trying not to look to hard into things
and just enjoy life
one day at a time