such a change

today i talked to my best friend
he's been on and off again in my life
but the text from him tonight was so surprising
and amazing
i have never felt so happy
he's so great
we talk to each other about relationships
prospects
friends
life...
i love it!!
the only problem?
i want to be there for him
but when he talks to me about girls
i get jealous
i hear about these girls
and i can't help but think to myself
these girls are not even close to being
right for you
tonight i said we were 10 hours away
he stopped me and said..
don't remind me!!!
gosh i love him
he talked about how she fits well into his family
i agree
but yet i want to be that only one
for him..
i almost lost him once
he says i'll never lose him
i can't wait!!
he's matured so much
since the last time i saw him
the Lord is doing some great things
in his life
a best friend for life
YES
a potential boyfriend
only the Lord knows