such a change

we got our first win!!!
i wish someone was there
to celebrate with me..
but it's ok!
the girls did really well
that's what happens
when you get your serves over.
: )
i love these girls
i would protect them forever
i'm not going to ASK you to come
i hate that smell
especially on you..
i had no idea..
it shocked me a lot
honey, i've been there
i've gotten hooked and i hated it
and i don't want you to lose what you have
your voice is AMAZING
and you know that i think that
but i don't want you to lose that
it's such a gift from the Lord
use it and cherish it
my voice was once ruined by that specific thing
that's NOT what i want for you
i will protect you
but do i say something to you?
you're a big boy
you can make your own choices
but if i talk to you
then i have to talk to all of you
but if i don't talk to you
i'll feel bad if something happens
and i REFUSE to let something happen to you
i'm not leaving
as your friend...
i will be here to the end..
looking out for you guys
so deal with it...
i will pray about this
the Lord will hopefully tell me what to do
cause i want to do what He wants
and He will tell me
i pray He talks to you too
i know the Lord is watching over you
i try to be ok with the pipe
but the cigs is where i draw the line
i know you're stressed, honey
but that's NOT the answer
and i can't hang out with you because of temptations
the devil at his finest..
this is not fair