clearing my mind again.

i can't get you out of my MIND
you're the main occupant
i want to tell you what happened but i can't
it's not fair to me to dwell on you so much
i want to dwell on the Lord
why do you make me so weak in the knees?
what is it about you that makes me smile constantly?
should i tell you all this?
i want to...
but i don't know if it's right timing
i feel like i'm competing with other people for you
i can't compete with those other girls
you're so sweet
you're exactly what i need/want
i just want to spend more and more time with you
you have a voice of an angel
it makes me melt
i have to take a deep breath every time i see you
i wish i saw you more often
i'm sorry this is clingy
i find you so cute
not like jump on top of you cute
but more like just so amazing cute
you're personality is what makes you cute
your hugs make EVERYTHING better
i want so much to just have answers and talk to you about this
i refuse to lose you
it is NOT an option
if you decide it's not right...
i'm ok with being friends!!
i want to talk to you
i hate when i text you and you don't text me back
i sit by my phone waiting for you to notice me
you look through me...
not AT me..
no..i'm the Lord's!
you have nothing on me.
the Lord is my strength.
i will WAIT for him
he will HELP me.
i just want to go on a walk with you
this isn't fair...
how do i tell you?
how do i say it?
when is the right time?

Lord i need your help...