i got an answer

tonight i went into this feeling good
i still feel kinda good
it's hard not to let this bug me
so i will bring it to the Lord
i feel kinda at peace
you're going to make some girl SOO happy
the guys were right
it had to be done
i NEEDED an answer
i did...
but now i need to study...
and you are preventing that
i don't want to distance myself from you
i want to be around you more
but that's not what my heart needs
i'm trying to trust this to the Lord
it's better this way
i could have tried to distance myself
but i needed a definite NO
this way i don't have a choice
you're an amazing guy
your hugs make all things better
i could be having the crappiest day ever
and your hugs make them all go away
your voice makes me melt
such a gift from the Lord
your arms make me feel so safe
nothing can touch me
i am a daughter of the Lord
he made me special
the Lord is going to make the interviews
only the good ones will make it through
the only thing that matters is the Lord's approval
i will live my life FOR HIM
he's the only one i have to impress
HE will provide for me
again, he has an amazing plan for my life
and an AMAZING guy out there for me
i'm just waiting..