tonight i had a talk with one of my best guy friends and i ended up just laying it all out and being honest with him to tell him that i wasn't confident as much as i put a front on and that i had a crush on this guy but i don't feel good enough for him and i just needed some sort of advice. wow. the LORD was there and he helped us through that so much. He told my friend exactly what i needed to hear. he let me know that me not thinking that i'm not good enough or pretty is saying to God is kind of a "slap in the face" to him because i'm kinda saying that what he made was not enough for me. i didn't think of it like that AT ALL and when my friend said that i was just like..WOW! i just don't know even what to say. i'm so overjoyed and i was able to have my guy friend experience the awesomeness of giving this boy situation up for him and letting him be the one to deal with all this. i don't need a boyfriend to feel adequate. i don't need a guy to accept me and show me that i am unique. i am a child of God and i believe fully that the Lord has blessed me with many different gifts that i plan to use to the best of my ability for HIM!
i'm just so pumped about this. i feel so much less burdened and i feel like the Lord has taught me a great lesson tonight: 1. don't be afraid to open up, 2. he knows the plans of my life and my prince charming will come soon enough, 3. trust him because he has my back, 4. i have amazing friends that will help me to realize things i can't on my own.
THE LORD IS SOOOO GOOD!!!
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