i deserve the best

Well,
it's been a while
but i'm still here
there are various things
to update you on
jobs
i have been freaking out
because i'm getting low on money
it's been hard
so recently i've been
frantically looking for a job
and i think i may have one
but i won't know till tuesday
i have applied for a tutoring job
and i think i might get it
i visited the family today
and they seem very nice
the girl seems kinda shy
but her mom said she liked me
so we are praying that comes through
also on tuesday
i have a job interview
for helping out on campus
with intramurals at night
another job i would LOVE to have
so we are hoping all the prayer
is helping and the Lord will
bless me with a job soon
i also plan on giving plasma
there is a clinic
here by campus
so hopefully i can get there
the beginning of March
boys
i have decided
i'm not in any hurry
to find the man of my dreams
and there's plenty of time
it's been kinda nice
i've been too focused on money
for me to worry about men
:)
i have not been talking to that boy
i go over there
but i haven't been talking to him
i think i can tell it's different
when i talked to him after class
he told me he got another gig
and i think he expected me to ask
right away when and where it was
but i didn't and i think it through him off
i'm not going to his concert
he is opening
for a Christian singer
yes i would LOVE to go
but i can't
i'm not allowing myself to go
there is no reason to torture myself
yes i do have a crush
on the drummer of the band
but i will not go cause i need to get over
the other boy first
it is a must
that is all the updates i have
i hope this finds you all well
praying for you all!