the tears that never come

ever have those times
when you are on the verge
but can't produce tears?
yeah...
it's one of those times
i've been struggling
cause i had a friend
who i was falling for
so i decided to go for it
and i told him i did
he said he didn't see anything
right now...
so i back off and we stayed friends
but lately,
it's been flirting with me
i've been questioning what he wants
tonight
he had a concert
he knows that i love his singing
and i think he's super talented at guitar
we decided to make a fans club
right in front of him
he kept singing DIRECTLY at me
the thing that confuses me
i told him and he knows i like him
but he still flirts with me!!
that's not fair
at all
do i talk to him?
the one thing stopping me
is i have class with him tuesday and thursday
so i have to see him after i do talk to him
i really want to talk to him
i want to clear the air and know
i need some help!!
please keep me in your prayers
i think i'm going to have the talk with him saturday
it needs to happen..
thanks!!