so...
i went over to talk to him
this past saturday like i planned
i was all hyped up
ready to talk to him
looking all cute
then
i got there
but he wasn't there
so i asked the guys where he went
they said he was with some chick
a girl he wants to date
but won't date him
(insert knife)
so i texted him
asked him where he was
told him i was there to see him
and he wasn't there
he said he was in another dorm
giving a mini concert over there
so i said to myself
if you are with this girl
you're giving her a personal concert?
after i had told him
singing and guitar were our thing
wow..
(turn knife)
so i told him i was "mad"
and that we were "in a fight"
then he said
i look forward to fighting with you
and i know he's a wrestler with me
so then i didn't know how to take that
(take out knife)
so then i leave for the night
come back later looking for a friend
he's in his room
i don't know if the girl is in there
but i WASN'T about to find out
i walk past a few times
nothing
(insert knife)
so i walk into the room
talk to the friend
then leave
what comes next?
a text from him
he said he heard me in the hall
but now i'm gone
why didn't he get to see me?
so i tell him i'm on my way back
but he's already gone on his way home
so i call him
he says he will be back late sunday
so i figure i'll see him sometime this week
then i realize we have class together
tuesday and thursday
(take out knife)
finally,
tonight i'm talking to my old roommate
she is telling me about this guy
who screwed her over royally
he was super nice to her
then was a douche to her
his name?
dan arnson...
what?! WHAT?! WHHAAAAAT?!
so i take that as some sort of sign
i feel like it can't be any more obvious
so i have the plan
to talk to him sometime this week
i'm hoping to get it all out there
in a joking matter
so no one feels pressured
or put in the spotlight
no fighting
no serious talk
just goofing around/seriousness
i'll jokingly ask him why he did that
what his feelings are
and then confront him
tell him to back off
this needs to happen
i pray the Lord gives me the strength
to pull through with this
please pray for this week
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